200 year-old house on 25 rocky acres in high country upstate NY and SO many highbush blueberries!
Monday, July 12, 2010
No Second Date
There will be no second date with Mr East. I very much appreciate his call and the conversation we had, but am not a happy person right now. He's the second creative-type person who had gone all-out, overcoming my reserve before we'd even met. I knew it was a mistake to let my guard down and fell for it anyway. Some will argue that it's better to have loved and lost, yadda, yadda, yadda. But myself, I prefer walking slowly into these things. Silly, silly me. The challenge is to have some variant of this happen (I don't like him or he doesn't like me) over and over yet come back and try again. And again. And again. The dream of finding a partner won't let me give up. But good lord, sometimes this is painful!